Kidnap my heart.

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Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far

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words to live by

PRASANA :D
It isn't about waiting for the storm to pass..it's learning to dance in the rain..Together we can dance like there is no tomorrow

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Saturday, December 26, 20098:26 PM

HOHOHO!

Christmas was great :) like GB christmas party, party at my aunt's and party at orchard! All flowed really well. Loved my presents and the fun I had. Thanks people!

Well, tomorrow is the day-the day we all have been working so hard for. Like its Band performance. Right now at this very point in time, pras is really nervous! Please enlighten me! I am really nervous, I have no idea why?! Anyhow, I pray tomorrow will be a great experience for all of us and we will enjoy ourselves.

polishing boots now..

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Friday, December 25, 20091:22 PM

Sing hey!
Sing hey!
For Christmas Day;
Twine mistletoe and holly.
For a friendship glows
In winter snows,
And so let's all be jolly!

(haha.. sounds nice eh?! im lovin it')

Last night I was SANTA! how sweet?! My little sister was like," mummy! mummy! get me the biggest and most beautiful socks we have! I want to hang it on the window, so Santa will drop me some presents as he moves by his sleigh!". So she hung this colourful socks on the window grill. Then, I did not want her to get dissapointed, so I wrapped presents for her and I arranged them nicely on the table and many sweets in the socks. I also left her a message. There were 4 gifts! When she woke up, she was so elated excited !! She was like,"WOW!! Santa came ! Mummy Santa loves me!". haha.. It was really sweet.

Enjoy your day people. Be happy!

I'm going for some xmas party.

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unveil me please?

Thursday, December 24, 200912:25 AM

It was only today that I realise that she was really leaving us, despite the countless hints I got from her.. Felt it today! It was a feeling like something that is close from you is being snatched away.. a feeling like, I think that its not the time to let go, but the forces are so strong..so strong that you need to exert loads of energy to overcome it.. I am not so good to explain how I feel exactly by words..read my heart if you can.. you will see the many scars it has.. she is the reason for who I am today.. as I held the candle, I saw my flashback from sec 1.. the memories with her.. and when she came I just look down.. must you really leave me so soon?.. why not wait a while longer.. It is totally different feeling when you are in school and not.. I am feeling blank tonight.. I will miss you more than ever.. I have no more tears.. Like when I alone now, I cannot control myself.. I just can't OK!!! I dunno why is it so damn hard!?!?!?!?! but i know tomorrow I am going to wake up and smile..because I am so busy, I cannot let my emotions flow until it wishes to..

turn & just walk ......

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was....

Tuesday, December 22, 200911:37 PM

i was just looking at some pictures and i realise i love this picture a lot..i miss my long hair so much! like i lurve it! can i get it back!? now its so short and its not growing as fast!!!! remind me not to cut my hair ok! and its like a long time i notice myself laughing..have been freaking busy that I'm neglecting a whole circle of people behind..and i am truly sorry if i have neglected anyone of you..i have been showing all my temper on my little sister..i feel really terrible..

remains...

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BITE ME

Saturday, December 19, 200911:56 PM

sorry guys i have not been updating my blog lately! Really busy with my CCA stuff and juggling life on the way. Sounds absurd! but yea...you know?

I need to Blog this one! I bought the whole set of Twilight saga books! Like the collectors edition! The whole package feels so magical. A black box and when you take the books out it is red. Haha... I feel like i am entering another whole when i stare at it. It is like you feel the sensation, the story, the fangs, the chill and the goosebumps! OK! I will stop! haha.. I am a little nutsy! Waiting for many of my friends to be back to town-most of them are away!

Ta Ta

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Monday, December 14, 20097:27 PM

Well, its really alarming yet heart warming to know that there are people who actually enjoys my blog! and has been keeping up with it since i was born! thanks yea! It would be great to know you more though! Anyway its your birthday today!

Best wishes on your birthday and throughout the coming year. Wishing you good health and happiness in life. May this birthday be just the beginning of a year filled with happy memories, wonderful moments and shining dreams. God Bless you and here's one to you!

Go Party and enjoy today!

Loves

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My Getaway

6:44 PM

MY HOLIDAY TO GENTING HIGHLANDS!

I had this intuition that i will need a holiday badly.just away from everyone. i was right! Along the 6 hours journey, i was thinking about my past 15 years-at times i felt like laughing and at times the tears fought with my will-power to come out. Now that i am going to reach the next part of my life-16! I am really awaiting for that moment!

The weather there was just perfect for all the stress i had. The cold-ness made me cuddle myself tightly and i felt myself showing the love to Prasana! (confused?... well, prasana is the one who has been working so hard. I am just her commander?) You know it feels amazing, almost like magic when you spend time with your loved ones..iloveit!

I did everything dangerous! I went on the Spaceshot a couple of times to release all the tension in me, and it did a pretty great job! Later we went on cockscrew and many more games! I just love the ones that threw my heart out! It felt really good after playing everything, i felt more like a human being! haha...if that made any sense!?

Now, food wise, it was blessed too! We went to the famous restaurant in Genting and for the 2Nd night we had a buffet. there were 101 different dishes! All kinds of salads, cake, desserts, Indian , Chinese,Malay,Western,Korean,Nepal,....EVERYTHING! and the lamb was yummy! KFC there is like nothing compared to what we have here. They have cheesy wedges which are so much better than cheese fries! Their chicken are much less oily than what we have in town!

I also met many people from Singapore there.. When i reached the lobby, i saw my primary school maths teacher! lol! Maths never leaves me alone huh! I felt guilty that i was about to enjoy myself without doing homework! Later i saw my primary school friend like face to face! My expression was like," ooohhhh...hiiiiiiii....!" and walk away! lol WTH! Then i saw some yuying students! haha..cool!

View some of the pictures i took! I have more of them in facebook! And that white adidas jacket is one which i designed for my team! YAY ME!

So this is part of my holiday!

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Sunday, December 13, 200911:28 PM

hello world, how are you all doing? Prasana missed you guys loads. On another hand, she does not want to come back to Singapore, or shall i say hell?! haha.. holiday was amazing! i really do not know how to explain it! i will blog about it pretty soon ok. I'm very tired..have been vomiting blood..and mt tummy hurts badly..just came back from hospital and a couple of injections..sick!

catch ya on the flip side...

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Wednesday, December 9, 20091:16 AM

While prasana is gone, if you guys ever feel like laughing or bored, just watch these videos! They are very entertaining!

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12:37 AM

so theng wei told me tabitha was out..well, i do not like her..i do not know why! but got to admit she has a good voice, i meani never denied that! Good luck for her for her future. not intending to sleep, feel damn emotionless..was looking at this video and i think you guys should watch it. This song makes me cry everytime! Trust me everytime! many memories!

To all my loved ones, you know you who are. Yes, you are the one who made me laugh,cry,angy and showed me love-this one is for you! I just love this so much and i hope you will love it too. Its really nice, watch it! Very fun!

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Goodbye

Tuesday, December 8, 20099:57 PM

hey guys its been quite sometime since i blogged.. well, have been hooked up with GB stuff! buy band concert tickets, it is going to be exciting!

I'm leaving for my short holiday to Genting Highlands tomorrow. Going to be on some life threatening rides,it is an awesome stress relief method! I'm kinda of already missing many ppl, i do not know why..the 1st time i'm feeling like this..Granny,PCMIX,Anthony,Dan,Sandy... I do not know why!!..Its just a bad feeling.. Goodbye, meanwhile check out Mathias' new video:) its pretty cool :D Loves

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Sunday, December 6, 20095:15 PM

Gracias!

Well, people how are you all doing? I'm doing really great! Just came back from Orchard,went there with Sandra. Been a while since the 2 of us went out together, feels good anyway. We just went to Surfers' Paradise for shopping. Then, we felt the Christmas mood and decided to go get some Christmas presents. So we went to Marks and Spencer's, The Brownie Factory, Cookie Man and many more places to buy gifts. I must comment that The Brownie Factory was delicious! Yes, you can actually smell the fragrance from far away. The brownie was yummy!..! We bought loads and loads of stuff. The cookie man have the most excellent cookies! In Marks and Spencer, we bought some body soap and perfumes and many things. Spent a lot, but it was worth the love. Now, I'm having some serious issue deciding on what i should give whom. So I'll just let them pick stuffs for themselves-sounds cool! In the end we did not buy anything for ourselves. I'm feeling the mood! Is it too early!? Do NOT blame me, go to Orchard and you'll feel it.

Christmas waves a magic wand over this world, and behold, everything is softer and more beautiful.

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Ridere

Saturday, December 5, 20099:19 AM

Last night, i went to watch new moon again! Went to watch it with Anthony and Daniel. Yes, the show was still as amazing as ever. However, something was just so different! oh yea..i must have expected it in the first place-i was with 2 crazy boys!
This is how it happened:

Narrator: The theatre was filled with mostly teenagers and many foreigners. You could actually hear the accent everywhere.

Daniel: ooohh..i suppose the chick beside me is italiano!

Anthony: Hook her up if you can!!!

Narrator: New Moon started. Everyone were so quite.

Prasana: omg! This is so exciting!!!

Narrator: It was the part when jacocb was shirt-less the first time.

The girl beside Dan(italian girl): omg! jesus! isnt his body soo hot! i'll date him if i can!

Daniel: oh yes, mine is as good too. Will you date me too ?

prasana & anthony: *cover their faces*!!

Anthony: Omg! Dan stfu!

Lol! Then after the show, we went to subway for supper and the italian girl was there too!! She came and sat with us, because she was alone. Thanked daniel for making the show an amazing one! I was like wtf! and SHE ASKED HIM FOR HIS DAMN NUMBER!!!!! omg! how much more embarassing can this get!?!?

Good laugh though! Have a great time with your fidanzata-is that italian enough!? lol

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New Moon

Thursday, December 3, 20099:55 PM

Today, i went to plaza singapura to watch twilight saga-new moon with TEE-WAY Cheryl and Ivan. I and Cheryl did some crazy stuff. Like we were pouring sugar over Tee way's head. At that moment, Cheryl spooned a spoon full of McFlurry and threw it at Tee-way! Tee-way dodged and the ice cream hit this poor primary school girl. MAN! I couldn't stop laughing. haha..! geez! I really could not take the pain in my tummy. lol! and we were just fooling around the whole time. It was really fun-like squeezing bananas! haha i love love that banana! Had great time with you guys. It was really funny from start to end! What is nearest way to orchard?!?! LOL!!! haha!

It is a fantastic show, i mean i do not really need to elaborate right? Every Tom,Dick and Harry will know that New Moon is superb. The cast are amazing,director is excellent, stephanie meyer is God! Everything was just really amusing. I suppose i'm going to watch it again! Well, i must comment on Jacob. You know he worked out extremely hard for such a body. It is not easy and he did an excellent job! Seen his body? It is like so hot and manly and his skin colour is really nice. Jacob's character in the movie is really sweet-how i wish my HIM will be that sweet. Jake is really nice,gentle-manly. Bella on the other hand is,"OH ! everything i ever need are my vampires!! I want Edward, anything for him!" She ditched Jake several times for Edward. Edward?..hmmm...He did not play much in this saga. It was more like jake was in the spotlight. I rate this a 4.5/5! Guys its a must watch movie! Go watch it. Now, let the pictures explain the rest.

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PCMIX!

Monday, November 30, 200910:37 PM

straight to the point!

Prasana

Cheryl

Mathias

Ivan

Xingyoong

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guys, what is this about?!!??!

pls explain everything to me?! pls pls pls pls pls ! pls explain everything to me!

i tried controlling, i tried holding on, i tried being positive! i tried everything i could!

Cheryl-i dunno! i really dunno who u are?!? the cheryl now and then! sec 1! omge! that was my girl..i was damn proud to be known as her best friend..the times when we laughed like crazy, help one another and never EVER let go of each other..i know everyone is changing and i am really trying to adapt to everything! However, today, i dun even see any importance prasana or pcmix plays in your life..everything is about you! you! and YOU! i know you are trying to get all the school stuff done! CCA PREFECT ! everything! but, did you realise pcmix is drowning behind you as you only walked for yourself???

Mathias-i thought you were the one i could rely on..i know that you are the one who has been there for me through EVERYTHING! i mean everything!! everything!! go check everything in the dictionary! you were there..!i also know you are sick of every one's attitude! but did you try? did you try to make a difference?!! did you try hard?!!! is tht your best?!!!! i know my mathias can do much much much better than this! if you can make me cry, than you can impact the rest!

Ivan-i really cant remember when the times changed? i suppose i have to blame myself. i trusted Her, that's why everything happened. Its like pc-mix is your 2nd clique now. Its like when you feel like it you come to us and when you're angry at us you go to them?...hey, you were never anything like that? what happen to the close-ness between you and mathias?! you know that he has so much to ask..but everything is kept inside!! ever thought about how we'd feel when you just left us like that and we have to pick up all the pieces?..how many times have you done that?..it hurts every time you do it..i miss the ivan i used to love..i still love you, but i really want the one who cares..not the one who boldly says "i dun care ba ^^"

Xingyoong-yes yes yes! i know your mum do not like you talking to us and all. but have you ever thought about pcmix!!! have you!? i mean i dun even know if you are with us or what! you are practically lost! and you come in when everything is fine and cool! when things are messy you just walk away without even bothering! i think i have told you a million zillion trillion quarllion times that friends are important and do not take them for granted. go to then, understand them, listen to them and try help them! you've got so much of opinions every time! you always say you are direct! then why cant you help with things?!!??!?!?!?!

guys look, i do not know myself in your opinion. i am very sure prasana has also changed and you might not like her now! pls tell me!

I am not criticizing anyone of you! I just love everyone of you so so much! Maybe you guys might not be sure what is happening. But the opinion we have in our heart of one another is really unsaid. Maybe its really time we sit and speak our hearts out. At least, if you think you hate pcmix and you wanna leave, then we should say to each other. I miss everyone of you! Mathias and Ivan, its time to talk! I am really trying my best..We all deserve better..Life is short, 1 more year till we go on our own ways..i do not know if we'll keep in touch! but at least have the best of what we have now?

I hope you remember the picture on the top. I remember the question i asked previously and the answers i got.Today, i do not dare ask the same questions. Time to do something about this PCMIX!!!

I'll never let another teardrop drop

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